I made it out.
I had to resort to smoking some keif I had saved up, since I haven’t had weed for over a month now.
I zoomed through my shopping and I feel much better now that I’m home.
Now I’m thinking, why was that so hard?
I feel fine now. Well. Mostly fine. I still feel off.
Was I having anxiety from not smoking? Or was I smoking because of the anxiety?
Why is it so hard for me to get out of my house today? Every time I go for the door I nope out. I need to go to Walmart but body/mind won’t let me…
I feel so cooped up and I want to go outside but I can’t. My anxiety hasn’t been this bad since last year..
I feel so blah again today.
It takes so much effort just to get myself up off the floor.
I hate this.